ANiS HaDi

I’m so happy rite now can’t stop myself from smiling..Feel like jumping up and down but obviously i cant seem to do it coz i’m in the office, hehe..Met my special someone for lunch after he’d been away for almost 2 months..Ppl mite think, wow, 2 months is quite long to be away from that special someone but for me, just for the sake of this special someone pursuing his dreams, I’m supporting him all the way as long as he’s happy doing what he loves..

To tell u the truth, the entire time i knew him (which is a very long time), i’ve always been head over heels for him..No matter what, every time i meet him (i stress here, every time), I’d have that tingling feeling inside me whenever i catch the glimpse of him whether he is waiting for me or is coming to see me..It’s like i just knew him and suddenly have this big crush on him all over again..hehe..sounds crazy rite?!!..Probably thats how ppl feel about their first love..I used to dread the days i’m not able to see him..Counting when the day will come where i get to see his face again..The first time he was outstationed outside M’sia, i couldn’t stand it..Eventho it was expensive (the first time, he was outstationed in jakarta), i’d make sure i give him a call, possibly twice a week for about an one hour or so..That’s how bad i miss him..As days go by i learn to adapt to him being away..But when he returns to M’sia, i’d have the best days coz he tends to repay it by spending most of his time entertaining me..Those were the happy days..

Now tho things are a bit different, I just want to preserve the happy thots..Hope everything goes well between us..For whom it may concern, thanks for being that special someone in my life whatever lies in the future for us..And for me, praying God does what He feels is best for me..Just wanted to share my happy feeling before it goes away..

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