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Just to share with you guys..I had my fourth credit committee meeting today..And my third time presenting..Boy was I nervous..Didnt even prepare anything until this morning..

Yesterday came back from my hometown, drove all the way from Ktn to KL and with the bad traffic jam due to road construction, added additional hours to my driving for me to reach KL which would normally take only 3 hours..When I reached home, it was already dark and I figured all the neighbours are getting ready for bed as the next day (which is today) is a working day..For me, as i normally sleep very late, but becoz I was so tired, didnt have the mood to prepare for it..

So today, as I reached the office this morning, I fully utilised the 45 minutes I had before the meeting which started at 9.30 am to prepare for my presentation..My usual way of presenting is to write the key notes on a piece of paper so that when I forget, I’d always have the notes to refer to..However, my superior had informed me during my second CRECO meeting that the proper way of presenting it to the committee would be to pluck what we want to present straight away from the paper..Since I’m still new at it, I havent mastered the ‘proper way’ to present to the committee, hehe..

When my time came, I actually presented it quite well..Eventhough I was quite nervous, the words came out quite smoothly..So I ended up being complimented by the committee, whose member were mainly the RHB CEO, COO and the other senior management of RHB Bank and especially Mike whose exact words were, "Good job, I think u covered most of it"…Pergh, was I flattered..Didnt know whether the compliment was actually the truth or because they saw that I was so nervous..But then again, they wouldn’t have complimented me if they didnt actually feel that I earned it rite? So here I am, bragging bout it, hehehe..

Hopefully, the next time I enter the meeting, I’d master the proper way to present the paper..Wish me luck!!

Wow, one blog a day is more than I ever dreamt of doing but here goes..

Had the experience of playing my first futsal game ever and boy was it tiring..Lack of stamina I tell you.. But i think the recent jogs i’ve been doing contributed  a lot to my stamina..However, it still wasnt enuff..Besides the fact that I’m playing with the boys in the family who are actually having a very active sport lifestyle..My bro playing rugby, my cousin body building while the rest how do I put it, just have the stamina which requires me endless jogs until I have the stamina they have…

The problem was I didnt know the proper way to kick the ball, didnt know where to stand to catch the ball and cudnt even decide who to send the ball to..Pergh was it damn embarassing but then again, u wont know until u try..My bro was actually quite nice by getting the ball for me and passing it over for me to kick it in the goal but since I was so damn clumsy, i cudnt even kick the ball into the goal..Wah!!!!So marah..How can I be so tak pandai main futsal and so tak pandai tendang bola..So frustrating!!But then again, I did also score three goals..hehe..That should actually count for an achievement for a first timer rite?!!

Gol & Gincu movie did contribute a lot to my interest to start playing futsal..I was so eager to try playing it but since i lacked the corum to start a team, the wish was gone with the wind..hehehe..Now, that i’ve started playing, it was kinda fun..

I think with practice and a few games, i could actually manage..Will see whether I’d have the chance to make it for real..hehe..My aunty and uncle even suggested that we make it a regular thing..Make it a family event and if it actually happens, life could actually be much more interesting than it used to be..See ya!!

WoWeY..Came back home for the weekend and suddenly all the illness came for a visit..It’s actually not that bad but with the influence of my parents, I suddenly feel sick to go back to KL and work..With Tuesday being a holiday an all..

True enough being close to my family makes me feel lazy to go back to KL..Sometimes I feel like living in Kuantan is the best way to stop the loneliness i’ve been having this past 1 year..Yup, I’ve been lonely but probably its by choice..By choice not to contact all my friends and tell them I’m lonely, by choice i decide to stay home during the weekend when half of the population of KL is having a blast and finally by choice is in making my life much more miserable and complicated than it already is..All by choice..

Now I need to make another decision in my life in relation to my future..Hmm..While talking to my mum yesterday, I suddenly blurted out that its kinda neat if could become a teacher..Yup, I had the experience of teaching primary school while i was waiting for my SPM result 10 years back..Blimey me..I wasn’t that fun but those were the days..Teaching a bunch of Std 1 kids starting to learn their ABC..It was tough..From that I realised that I dont have the potential to teach junior kids (Std 1-3) but teaching kids older than that would actually be ‘how to put it’ kinda neat, hehehe..

So now my mum is talking me into taking Diploma Pendidikan and be a teacher..Wow, my parents really want me to work for the govt..They are so convinced that i’d get more benefits working for the govt..I dont know how far its true but still they probably know whats best for me..They either want me to go for the PTD test or be a teacher, as long as I enter into the govt sector..But from my observation, working for the govt really has its advantage..Easy access to loans, medical and lots of stuff..So, its not that bad after all rite?!

Now the problem is whether I have to take Diploma Pendidikan, Master in Education or continue with my ACCA..Hmm, thats tough..These are the decisions in life that we need to face every day..So whatever my decicison is, I have to think wisely coz it not only affects my future but also the people around me..Just pray that I’ll be making a wise decision for the benefit of myself and my loved ones..