~P**SeD oFF~
Am so mad rite now dunno whether i wanna cry or shout..Just came back to work after a long holiday..Remembered that we’re supposed to send paper for loans committee..So confirmed with my SRM whether we’re gonna submit any papers for it..Needed to confirm with him whether he prepared anything for it..I know, I know, probably its my duty as his credit analyst to prepare for it but what is making me so mad is that I was on course for 3 days last week and he didnt make any attempt to do it..He waited for me to do it..And whats really p**sing me off is that its his accounts anyways…Yeah, i know since we’re in a team, we have to help each other but then again, I was not in the office, cant he make the effort of preparing it instead..
One more thing is, what was also irritating me was that he didnt know how to do it as well..I was the new one here and he’s been in the bank for so long and still he doesnt know how to do it..Asked around but nobody else in my dept had done it except this other team which problem was, one was on leave while the other was always MIA as in missing in action..Luckily i could get hold of him and before i could clarify things, he went missing again..Had to confirm with another dept and thank God they were helpful enuff..
Then when I was trying to get hold of these ppl to confirm on what I had prepared, my SRM was already asking me for the thing..Then he kept asking me in his normal sarcastic way whether I was doing the correct thing..B****y H**l, how was I supposed to know..Felt like shouting at him and burst into tears..Calming myself, I explained what I had done based on what I understand and probably he noticed that I really didnt know, he took a look at it and amended here and there..I amended it, printed it out and sent it off for him and my dept head to sign..My division head wudnt be available for one week so I guess he wudnt be signing it..Dont really care anymore coz I’ve done what I was supposed to do..Quickly went to the cafe to buy lunch and ate at my friends place..Didnt wanna go back to my place coz I dont know how I’d react..Just hope after lunch, things were forgotten and everything was back to usual..Hopefully..
