ANiS HaDi

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Chorus:
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

This song kinda expresses how I feel at this point of time..Encountered sumthg ystrday and it shud be sumthg i shudnt be bothered abt but it seems to have made me cry during my journey back home after work..

No matter how hard I try to hate and forget, even tho i’ve been cheated in all sorts of ways so many times, it seems to be very hard for me to resist it..

Like what a dearest friend of mine said, probably what I’m feeling right now is loneliness..I guess what I’m feeling now is all the memories of us together, wishing that it would go on forever…Good or bad…I just have to be grateful that I did experience the greatness of love and I hope it doesnt end there..Hope that one day, my knight in shining armour will come and sweep me off my feet and make me the happiest girl alive..InsyaAllah..Amin..

Just had my lunch in front of my pc, hehe..My lunch routine, only go out for lunch if necessary like a big sale or something, or else, just have my lunch in front of my pc..Yesterday, while I was about to doze off for the nite, a movie on Channel 43 Astro caught my attention..Love:Impossible..At first, the title itself caught my attention, and then as I was figuring out what the story was about..I cudnt help myself from enjoying it till the end..

To me it was a sweet and touching love story bout two students, one from South Korea and another one from North Korea, who was brought together by fate for an archeologian dig in China..At first it was funny how the guy who was a casanova back in his town, tried to tackle the girl who was brought up in a completely different culture, military background..A few funny scenes where the girl kinda rejects the guys peace offerings but in the end, they fell in love..But due to their different cultures, problems arise..Can the love they share overcome these differences?

If u wanna know how it ends, shud catch it at Channel 43..I cried a bit, haha, but thats me, i’m so full of tears, especially when it comes to love stories..Reflecting back all the things I’ve gone thru and wish it never had to end..But then again, like the advises I’ve been receiving from young and old, maybe there’s something better waiting for me out there..InsyaAllah..