ANiS HaDi

If any of u cud recall my previous post in June dated June 8 title "Test to the next level", then u guys shud have an idea on what I’m taking about..After a long wait, exactly 2 months, finally the results were out..I made it to the next level..I’m qualified to go thru for the interview to become a teacher..At first, I didnt have any hopes for it coz like I said in my post and to all my friends, I did a horrible job..I didnt get to finish the Math Q’s..It was so tough..Luck was on my said coz when I went to the website today and entered my IC No, I was congratulated for making it for the interview..

Mentioned it to a few friends and when I told my mother bout it, she was so happy..Did I mention to u that if I actually make it, I’d be posted in Kuantan..Hopefully..And thats the reason why she was so happy..One of her daughters is finally coming back home..Thats why she’s so excited..I’m blessed by my mother’s prayers…I guess Allah has made His plans for me…Tho I did quite bad, I still made it to the next level..I’m not sure how the selection was done but I’m grateful coz there’s still a chance for me to pursue it..May Allah lead me the way that He feels best for me..If this was what I am supposed to be doing, He would make it easy for me all the way til the end..InsyaAllah..I’m just happy that with the remaining duration of my life (almost 14 years not permanently living with my parents), some of it I could spend with my family..Terima Kasih Mak Ti sebab sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk akak..So my friends, wish me all the best and that I make it to become a teacher, a profession I highly respect..

Since it first started, around two years back as I could recall, I really wanted to participate in the fun…But due to the lack of time and other commitments, I had never got that chance until yesterday..When I first heard that Starlight Cinema was back in town, I didnt miss the chance to browse thru the movie schedule..Coincidently, I was lucky that there was a ladies nite promo where when a lady purchases a ticket, she can bring along another lady friend for FREE..So, I brought a ticket to watch Failure To Launch and my sister was kind enough to accompany me..Thanks Sis..Really appreciate it and thanks for always being there for me..

Lucky for me too, yesterday my office was allowed to wear casual attire since our division is undergoing renovation and we need to pack our stuff so that the movers could move our things to our new section..Its still in the same office, only in a different section..Hope things are going to be much better with the shift..We’re gonna get new carpets and new environment coz after the shift, Corp 4 till Corp 7 would be located in the same section..This would make it easier for office boys to deliver the parcels..B4 this all the teams were jumbled up together..Corp 6 beside corp 4, corp 7 beside corp 1..It was a mess..And explaining to each and everyone of the delivery boys was also a waste of time..haha..

Back to the Starlight story, since it was packing day, I wore jeans to work which was much more comfortable while watching the movie..When we arrived, the place wasnt actually full, probably because it was a weekday and not many ppl had the time to rush to Sentul Park to participate in it..My sis and me wandered around Sentul Park b4 we entered the Starlight compound around 7.30..By that time, few ppl had marked their spots..Some sitting on ‘tikar getah’ (like us), old newspapers, a couple brought along bean bags (Bestnya), a couple sat on the sun protection shield (hehe) and a couple even sat on the mat pregnant woman use in their lamaze class and yes the lady was pregnant, haha..I saw ppl taking pictures, some eating the food they brought along (McD’s & KFC), chit chatting happily, some even brought a whole cake..Maybe it was one of the friends b’day..But in all, it was so much fun looking at them..

How I realise that I dont have that kind of friendship..The buddy2 ones..Friends that I could share all my interest with..Friends that could go along with any plans I made..Yeah, ppl change but I wonder how some relationship could last whatever obstacles that come in their way..It doesnt have to be a big group, maybe around two or 4 or 6 ppl..It shud be even coz we dont wanna make one of them feel left out..Probably its not the time yet..The time will come when I would meet a group of friends that have the same interest that I have, willing to do all the crazy things that I like to do..Willing to lend an ear whenever I feel so pissed off with someone or so pleased with someone…That time will come, I hope..Maybe not now but I hope that friendship would come my way, even for a short period..

Failure To Launch was an interesting movie..Matthew McConaughey was so damn handsome..I kinda like his face..hehe..One of the male actor I love..Cute..And SJP was so damn gorgeous..Her petiteness, her hair..All so pretty and all so untrue..I dont think such a thing happens for real..Only in the movies..For those of u who havent got the chance to watch it, please do..Its wicked..Tricky but sweet..

Cant wait for my next visit there..I was lucky enough to get complimentary tickets and am allowed to bring along three friends to enjoy Starlight Cinema again..Who will it be? Just wait and see..hehe..Will tell u more once I’ve been there..This time with a larger group of ppl..Catcha l8r peeps..If u havent been to Starlight cinema, dont miss the chance to catch it..It a good place to hang around with ur friends, watch the movie of ur choice and just chill..Its as if ur watching DVD at home wif friends only now its out in the open, under the stars..Bring whatever u want..Pillows, bean bags, food, bags and bags of it..But no chairs allowed considering the circumstances..One bad thing is that there are mosquitoes there since its in the open but they have ‘ubat nyamuk’ too and u can also bring socks too to avoid being bitten (but I wasnt bitten at all yesterday)haha..Best!..Best sgt..

WHeN You LoVe SoMeoNe

(Anita Baker & James Ingram)

Were we ever, did we used it up too fast
Our great moments never meant to last
And the last thing that I want
Is to ever make your smile go away

Keep our memories
Take the best of what we had
I can’t stand to watch what once was great go by
And I can’t be with and I rather just remember what we knew

When you love someone
And you love them with your heart
And it doesn’t disappear if you’re apart
When you love someone
And you’ve done all you can do
Then you set them free
And if that love is true
When you love someone
It will all come back to you

Life I wonder
Was it too much that we gave
If we give in more could we have both been save
All I guess we’ve crossed the line
Never knowing what was yours and what was mine

And through it all
I still have no regret
Just promise me
You never will forget

Its the Mega Sale season and I for one shud be the most excited person since I so love shopping..Yesterday I was informed by my colleague there that would be a 3 hour sale at KLCC with additional discounts given on top of the existing one..The old me would jump in joy and grab the opportunity to rush to KLCC along with the other shopping addicts..But since I’m cutting down on my expenses, tho I find it actually very hard coz when I plan on buying something, I end up not buying anything and when I actually go browsing around in the mall and not plan to buy anything, it is at that point of time that I’d shop like crazy, haha..Talk about being in control of myself, I’m a loser at it when it comes to shopping..Now, what I do is avoid any shopping areas unless its really necessary for me to be around it..And if I really feel like going window shopping, I’d bring my sister along coz she helps me from shopping aimlessly, considering the fact that in her opinion, my closet is full of clothes that I havent even wore yet..haha..Luckily, i’m not in the Rebecca Bloomwood stage yet..Or else I, myself would consider me crazy, running away from debts and all, haha..

This past few weeks I’ve been so lazy to jot down something in my blog..Have been filling my time going to the gym and rushing back home straight after that to catch the Philippines series, Ikaw Ang Lahat Sa Akin (In English it means You R everything to me)..Its entertaining to watch, a little bit of romance, humour and it also brings tears to my eyes..Its about a mother and daughter separated from their youngest daughter and sister when the father ran away to be with another woman, from a wealthy family..The rich lady also at first was supposed to marry another man from a wealthy family but opted to marry her driver, which was the father who ran away..Complicated huh??!The rich lady would do anything for the guy even to live in a hell hole, washing her own clothes and eating only rice and ‘ikan masin’..But since she was the only daughter of that wealthy family, in the end, her mother gave in and brought her back to live in luxury..And they took care of the guys daughter whom during her period of growing up, was always beaten up by the stepmother even only for the simplest mistakes..

Then its the love scene between this girl, who was taken away from her sister and mother, Daisy, whose name was changed to Jasmin for obvious reasons..Everyday, she’s being teased and made fool off by this guy named Oliver who actually had the hearts for her..Its true what they say, when a guy likes u, they tend to tease and make fool of u a lot..haha..And the scenes r so cute..At first she hated the guy but now she seems to have developed feelings for him that she herself has not realized..To make things more complicated, Olivers father is actually the rich guy her stepmother was supposed to marry in the first place..

A summary of the series I took from the website, it basically follows a story of love…Nea has not seen her sister, Jasmin for nearly a decade, since their father Larry took her and left Nea and her mother Elena for the wealthy Yolanda…It also follows the story of the Ynares clan, on how patriarch Roden and matriarch Susana deal with their sons, the intelligent, career-driven Ivan, who is engaged to Karri, a woman of acceptable social bearing, and the care free Oliver…It also follows on Oliver and Jasmin’s cats-and-dogs attitude on each other, on Ivan as he meets Nea, Yolanda’s maltreatment of Jasmin, and on how Nea’s sunny disposition in life will change forever…

What attracted me to follow the series is that its filled with all pretty and handsome faces such as Bea Alonzo, Shaina Magdayao, Angelica Cruz, Diether Ocampo and John Llyod…So guys, take a few minutes of your time to watch this series every Monday to Thursday in Astro Prima at 9pm to 10pm and reruns at 12.30 to 1.30 am..I guarantee u, u wont regret it..

Had a hectic day last Friday..Since I dont have any internet access at home and didnt have the time to go to any cybercafe, my post are a bit outdated..Bare with me peeps..

My parents were in town since Thursday and went back on Saturday..As usual, since my father had a meeting in KL, had the priviledge of staying at Mandarin again…The thrills of staying there was that I get to spend time at their gym, which was great..Probably to u guys out there its not a big thing but to me, looking forward to every stay at Mandarin..huhu..

On friday, things were a bit hectic..During lunch hour, went with my mother and sister to the Clark Warehse sale..OMG, the queue was endless..It was about an hour b4 we got in the hall and the sale was not a disappointment at all..All of us bought a few pairs each..Everybody was pushing each other and shouting for their sizes..Luckily our sizes were a bit small, so there were a lot of them..Wont tell u the total of shoes that we bought coz u guys mite find us crazy, haha..But in all I really enjoyed the hassle coz finally I get to buy the shoes I want cheaper than the ones in the market..Imagine, one pair of sandals cost RM208 outside but during the w’hse sale, we can get it for only RM120..How cheap is that?haha..And as the queue to enter the hall was endless, same goes for the queue to make the payment..I even came back to the office late to pay for the shoes..Luckily, got friends to cover up for me and lucky for me its friday..

Later that evening, i went to my first dancing class held in RHB Islamic..A friend of mine there introduced it to me..She was in the class too but unfortunately that Friday she was to busy, so she couldn’t attend it that day..I was so excited..I came in a bit late and ppl already started dancing..I joined in the fun and even though I didnt know the steps at all, got the hang of it soon..There were still a few steps that I havent really memorised yet..We did a combination of poco2, salsa, cha cha, ballroom dancing and joget (The ones I can recognize la)..In all I had a marvellous time..Tho I was sweating all over, of course dancing being an exercise and all but it didnt bother me coz I was having such a good time..I guess when I’ve mastered it, I shudnt be sweating all over rite, haha..Just that I was trying to catch up with the instructor and me being an amateur and all..Cant wait for this weeks class coz the instructor told us that he’ll take 10-15 mins to teach us the basic for each of the dances..At least we get to recognize how each dance goes…Furthermore, what makes the class so interesting is that there are only ladies in it, so I wont be embarassed if I did anything wrong..Plus, the class was cheap to begin with..Whats the use of going to expensive classes when u dont have the skills yet..Mite as well start with a cheap one and when u feel that u r comfortable to take it up as a hobby, like me, haha, then its worthwhile to pay more for it… K, catcha later..More updates on my dancing class if there are any interesting updates to tell..

Last Saturday my parents were in town since my bro who just registered in Intec, Shah Alam last Tuesday came back for the weekend..That day we went out for lunch around 3 something at Tesco Kajang..It was the first time I set foot into that place and it was not bad at all..We ate at Pizza Hut and went to do a little grocery shopping..I saw this stall selling brooches that my mum and I normally use at quite a cheap bargain..8 pieces for RM10..Not bad huh? The ones sold in Carrefour Wangsa Maju was 5 for RM10, so this was much better…

After that got home around 6 something and waited while AF4 starts..I hear all my friends saying this year is not AF season..Probably becoz of the FIFA and everything..So, its kinda shadows the AF..Amongst all the AF4 students, only Farhan got my attention and I only wait for her to perform while the rest was just for my ears to listen..But then again, in all they weren’t actually that bad..Only less publicity than AF3..

Later that nite, went to watch midnite at Mines..Superman Returns..My small bro has been nagging my mum that he wanted to watch that movie, so being a good sister and all, hehe, I accompanied him..No agenda’s behind it, hehe..Yeah actually I wanted to watch it too but normally when I say that I want to catch a movie, I’ll put it on hold until the movie is no more in the cinema’s..So, since my bro was really so eager to watch Superman Returns with his reasons being that once his classes starts, he wont have the time to leisure anymore, I took him for the movie..He can actually drive but he doesnt know the way around KL yet and my mum surely wont let him drive alone in KL..Just yet..hehe..

The movie was interesting to me..All during the movie I was so caught up in the suspense at how Superman could actually stop all the bad things from happening to the ppl there..First was the act when he stopped the plane from crashing down into the stadium..Then, stopping the big globe from the building of Daily Planet from crashing down..Stopping the fire with just one blow..All that crap, hahah..It was amazing how they can trick u easily, hahaha..But in all, what attracted me most during the movie was to find out whether the boy was actually Superman’s son..At last when the boy was in a state of shock when Lois Lane, his mother was about to be killed by the bad guy and then suddenly the piano hit the guy..It all confirmed my suspicion, he’s actually superman’s son..B4 that Lex had pointed out the Kryptonite to him and he looked a bit scared but he didnt scream or anything..So I thot, laaa, bukan anak superman rupanya..But when he pushed the piano, it proved my suspicion..

There were still confusions after that since the boy didnt show much of his talents yet but in the end, I think Lois Lane confessed to Superman about something while he was in coma and immediately after that he flew to his son and said the exact words that his father said to him..I can only remember the last sentence " The son being the father and the father being the son"..Something like that..But it was a great movie to watch despite the bad reviews I’ve been seeing about the movie from movie critics..So guys, sorry to spoil ur fun by telling u bits and pieces of it but u shud catch it in the movies..Its worth the watch, at least for me..  ..

It’s been a week since the incident..I’m feeling lousy as my friend said but I guess there’s no turning back..Have to look forward..I’ve gotten support from the people I didnt think could give me the support I needed and I’m grateful for it..They’ve been so understanding..Even offered to advertise me..So crazy these people, hehe…Even tho I know they are just playing with me, it actually left a smile on my face..

Sent my bro for his registration yesterday..In INTEC Shah Alam..He’s taking his A-Level or something..AUSMAT course..Hopefully if he gets the rite score, he’ll be able to go to Australia and do his medical degree..Then I can go and visit him during his 5 years there..hahaha..So many young faces during the registration..All those eager faces..Remember my old days when I was supposed to do my A-Levels and fly to UK for my Accountancy degree, but I guess not my luck, coz halfway thru, had to stop the course and was thrown to Uniten to continue my degree..Or else I wud have become an overseas grad..But then again, I wont have gotten to know ‘him’..Still thinking off ‘him’..Yeah, cant help it..Everything reminds me of ‘him’..

Have to go home now..Get some rest..Not feeling that well..Dont know y I’m so tired..Work, work, work and more work..Or else whose gonna support my expenses..Like a friend of mine said, do ur work properly and honestly so that the pay u earn is ‘halal’, hehe..So long..Will rite again when interesting things happen..

After a bad day yesterday, my good sister accompanied me to Midvalley..Didnt have the mood to go jogging..Frustrated I guess..Even tho I’m smiling on the outside, it actually hurts in the inside..Let bygones be bygones..

Went window shopping since paycheck is not due yet..hehe..Have to live in budgets..Must think bout the future..Hoping I would get mouth to feeds (Kids la of course)..Plus didnt want to end up making the wrong decision..I’ve read somewhere that shopping when u r depressed is not good..So, avoid it..

After all the window shopping, felt like eating Sushi King..Dont know why, now my cravings for sushi king has gotten worst..B4 this tak penah pun..Now at least once a month mesti nak mkn..The california rolls, their the best..But ye lah, kinda expensive for a days meal..Luckily cravings tak every day, mcm org ngandung lak, hehe..Normally I bring them back home since I dont know any of my friends yg suka makan sushi..Luckily my sister was kind enuff to accompany me…So, in return for her good deed I paid for the sushi, my treat….Easy to say, all my family suka bangat makan sushi..Even sushi yg jual kat carrefour tuh..My dad, everytime dia dtg KL, mesti take away sushi to bring back to Ktn, even for a one day visit, mesti singgah carrefour..hehe…Talking bout them makes me realize how I miss them so much..

Encountered something that shud not have been a shock to me, something I predicted would happen one day and finally, it did today..Somehow, it still made my heart ache so bad..While confiding to my sister bout it, suddenly tears came streaming down my cheek..How can I be so weak when it comes to this..I shud be strong, there’s nothing I could have done to change what had happened..I tried my best to work things out in hopes that it would be better but seems that there’s no turning back..Nothing I do could change anything..

Luckily I got my sister, my family, my good friend Mal and my friends to support me all the way…I dont blame anyone totally for what had happened, I know it was partly my fault…I tried my best but I guess my best wasnt enuff…Probably it was never meant to be..I dont regret everything that had happened, all the sweet memories..I do cherish them all, what I regret the most is what it had made me become..If I was ever to live it again, I mite do certain things differently but it did really teach me a lot…Now I have to start all over again, finding ways for things to be possible, regaining what I have left behind..Its hard but I’m hoping people I meet along the way, the ones I currently have and the ones I left behind wont judge me differently and accept the new me, a soul finding a new path in which, it wishes to lead…InsyaAllah..

After jogging yesterday, went back home just in time for half an hour of Charmed..It was the last season for Charmed as it ended happily with Phoebe being married to Coop, a cupid (who is a hunk and very tall, haha)..Piper reunited with Leo after his disappearance..Paige living happily with Henry..And most of all, how their lives are with children and grandchildren who inherited their powers and survived the attacks of warlocks and demons..Wish it wasnt over that soon but I guess there’s no more stories to tell since at that time, Piper was already so old..Who knows..

What saddens me most is that it was also the last season for North Shore..It was a happy ending tho, where all the couples were either reunited or their love for each other were stronger..Whats frustrates me tho is that, even tho Jason and his gf got married, he ended up being killed by a bomb placed in his car..Luckily his gf didnt get on it..But if it were u, u have just taken vows to live with ur man no matter what, in sickness and in health, rich or poor till death do u part, would u prefer being inside the car, dead with him or outside the car, watching him die..Cane, blh jawab??..Sedeynya..Dunno whether they’ll continue with the series but from my research in the website (wah, buat research siap, hehe) seems like thats the end of it..Really enjoyed it tho..Get to see paradise even tho havent got the chance to go there yet..One day..One at a time..I’ll get there..How I wish (Deep down inside)…